My obsession about blogging every day is another word for anxiety - My Progresses 79

My obsession about blogging every day is another word for anxiety.

 I've been blogging every day since the beginning of last year.

The resolution I made almost 2 years ago have had a great effect in that I have continued blogging and made more than 800 posts since then.
This has also a positive effect on my English proficiency.
At least I have made efforts to communicate in English every day, through putting something down on the blog.

 On the other hand, the quality of my blog hasn't been much improved.
One problem with my blog is it lacks focus.
I haven't been succeeded to give clear picture of who I am, what I have gone through, and what I like to focus on and think deeply about.

 In order to tackle this problem, making article on daily basis may not be a good idea.
Although thinking about and editing blog articles every day may be good, finalizing a post every day may prevent me from think deeply about one subject a blog article is to be about.

 Next year, reconsidering about my blog activity will be the key, in order to improve my blog to give clearer pictures of my ideas.

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