A little bit stressful events likely to happen at a station

  • The platform is so crowded that I'm likely to irritated, because I'm in a hurry.
  • The stairs from the platform to the passage to the gate are so crowded with passengers who've just got out of train that people who're going onto the platform to ride a train are likely to be frustrated.
  • I'm likely to be frustrated to see people get into the platforms through the gate I plan to pass through to exit.
  • I'm likely to be frustrated on a escalator because people in front of me are often couple or lovers who looks so intimate.
  • I try to yield a seat to an elderly person, but I can't speak very well. I stand up my seat but no one understand my intention and at last I get back to my seat.
  • I'm sometimes so tired that everyone overtake me and there are few people around me by the time I arrive at the gate, although when I got out I was in the middle of a crowd.
There are many more things that I'm likely to experience at a station every day, but today I named several things.

They may rarely be a serious problem, but events at a station give me some sort of stress.
I can't calculate how many, but I guess there are many thousands of people in and around the station I get off to work.

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