No Title - 7 years after iPhone's advent, after all I haven't have even a mobile phone -

It might take forever for me to understand the way people communicate, me who wonder why iPhone has to be a phone.

I understand people want to take everywhere something that can connect to the Internet, but I haven't understood yet why the handheld device has to have a function for its user to talk someone else.

I sometimes enjoy conversation, but when I'm alone, I have a lot of things other than talking to other people. Releasing stress in a lonely place, saying, crying, screaming some senseless things which make them think I've gone crazy (and I actually am some sort of), indulging myself into imagination or fantasy based on video games, automobile catalogs, data books of trains, and so on.

Inability to understand the need to communicate as much as possible to have fun of do effective work may have made me hard to understand the need and convenience of a mobile phone, making call everywhere.

I happened to see on a portal site a news telling that it's been 7 years since the advent of iPhone. Since then I've a little bit understand the convenience of i (iPhone minus phone) but not the convenience of a phone. After all my phone's use is only when I have to inform something important otherwise I cause someone great inconvenience.

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