Skiing, as usual on Saturday

On Saturday the weather was good, but a bit windy.

I enjoyed skiing in the day, and at night I'm dazed in front of my PC, not able to think of what to write.

Writing here has been my obligation these 3 years.

Sometimes I find it has been a good training to write in English, because I have to write something every day even if I'm not able to express very well in English.

It has been only less than 10 posts, I think, among 1,000 post of 3 years, that I regard myself as having written an interesting posts.

Actually I have experienced a few exciting events today, however I'm not able to describe any of them here partly because my lack of proficiency, partly because I'm shy and I give up, thinking that no English speak person would know that I had a chance to take a lesson from a famous skier around this area.

I hope sometimes I will be able to break ice just like I have become able to carve the snow slope.

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