Symptoms I'm myself aware of over a long time
Low self esteem. I end up thinking that being a bully target is my typical position of the group I'm in, from the experiences of Elementary school.
This has prevented me from building healthy relation with people I'm supposed to collaborate.
Even now I'm fighting with this mental block of low self esteem.
Light hallucination, hearing high-pitch cries, sirens, and bells that I know don't really sound and no one else hear.
When I try tho think about things which I don't like, like news about bad and complicated relationship of human, society, and countries, my brain tends to be overloaded and begin to make high-pitched noise. When I'm unaware of this brain noise, I may cause behaviors problematic when I'm in public.
Hypersensitive to sounds sometimes.
I sometimes enter a chapel because the sound of piano and vocal is too loud.
I wear earplugs and hop into the chapel in the beginning of a worship service.
Suicidal thoughts sometimes.
I explained in this blog in January, but I'd like to tell if I find a new aspect.
This has prevented me from building healthy relation with people I'm supposed to collaborate.
Even now I'm fighting with this mental block of low self esteem.
Light hallucination, hearing high-pitch cries, sirens, and bells that I know don't really sound and no one else hear.
When I try tho think about things which I don't like, like news about bad and complicated relationship of human, society, and countries, my brain tends to be overloaded and begin to make high-pitched noise. When I'm unaware of this brain noise, I may cause behaviors problematic when I'm in public.
Hypersensitive to sounds sometimes.
I sometimes enter a chapel because the sound of piano and vocal is too loud.
I wear earplugs and hop into the chapel in the beginning of a worship service.
Suicidal thoughts sometimes.
I explained in this blog in January, but I'd like to tell if I find a new aspect.
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