My autistic stuffs claiming release from the closet deep inside my mind
In order to go to work, I've learned to put my autism deep into the closet of my mind.
But it doesn't mean that it disappeared. The closet often becomes full and hear from my autism that there is too little a room to put something new in. I know I need some time and somewhere to release my autistic characteristic.
A place with a lot of people like a city is not an appropriate one.
Somebody may give me curios, cold, or scornful look.
Walking a path in a countryside in the early morning may be feasible option.
I'm likely to choose a place and timing so that I can do behaviors I usually refrain from in public without being seen by everybody. This is really helpful to clean up the closet of mind full of my autistic stuffs. The slow pace of this kind of area is also likely to reduce stresses, which enable my autistic stuffs spontaneously disappear, because these autistic stuffs are most likely to appear unable to keep up with the pace of or get along with normal people, with my much unbalanced perception.
But it doesn't mean that it disappeared. The closet often becomes full and hear from my autism that there is too little a room to put something new in. I know I need some time and somewhere to release my autistic characteristic.
A place with a lot of people like a city is not an appropriate one.
Somebody may give me curios, cold, or scornful look.
Walking a path in a countryside in the early morning may be feasible option.
I'm likely to choose a place and timing so that I can do behaviors I usually refrain from in public without being seen by everybody. This is really helpful to clean up the closet of mind full of my autistic stuffs. The slow pace of this kind of area is also likely to reduce stresses, which enable my autistic stuffs spontaneously disappear, because these autistic stuffs are most likely to appear unable to keep up with the pace of or get along with normal people, with my much unbalanced perception.
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