This off reminded me a lot about when I was in elementary schoool
Today is Easter.
I went to church.
I was tired in the morning.
My reaction was so slow that when I greeted someone, he or she had already disappeared.
It reminded me that when I try to follow a topic, the topic often went far beyond what I try to follow.
In this way, my way of communication hardly worked today.
I thought it had been time to have a rest, so I went home early and lied on my bed.
It was not until then that I noticed that I needed more sleep.
I did have regular sleep at least 7 hours a day. I thought I had good sleep. Actually I did superficially. However, I often saw strange and scary dreams in the morning recently.
I had been uneasy about small mistake I made last week, from data entry error, to date error, to communication errors on answering phone and inappropriate way to reports to my boss.
I needed an off with some physical exercise to forget about these stresses and then extra sleep in the day plus regular sleep at night.
I know that my communication did not work at all, and maybe it's because my mind really required an absolute off in which I will shut down or slow down greatly from my regular pace I was required when I go to work.
I also played Dragon Quest 2. It was a game of 27 years ago. When I wanted to resume the game, I had to input the password issued before ending the game, and the amount of password was sometimes more than more letters. Sometimes players may took note of password wrongly and failed to resume the game. This was a game which didn't have the area to the state of game to resume it. Today when I play this game, I shortcut in taking note of the passwords by taking photo with my digital camera. Still I have to input the password, I can avoid the risk of wrong note of a password.
When this game was born, I was in elementary school. It was the era that Famicom or NES was up to date. Much topics at school was about computer games, which I managed to follow. (Soccer or comics were also hot topics, but I didn't really understood them.)
The game play recently reminds me that school life was really hard to me; bullying was actually painful, and I experienced a little of it, but in my case bullying wasn't really critical stress in my school life. What I find it hard is doing regular tasks, sometimes chores, and sometimes communications, and sometimes standing or walking in good posture (I explained it in my past blog post, that what I had thought I stood upright was really not) which left me a lot of stress.
The game play reminds me that I surely had hard time with school life every day, and I managed to endure it because I thought I can enjoy computer games after I "survived" the school of the day.
I went to church.
I was tired in the morning.
My reaction was so slow that when I greeted someone, he or she had already disappeared.
It reminded me that when I try to follow a topic, the topic often went far beyond what I try to follow.
In this way, my way of communication hardly worked today.
I thought it had been time to have a rest, so I went home early and lied on my bed.
It was not until then that I noticed that I needed more sleep.
I did have regular sleep at least 7 hours a day. I thought I had good sleep. Actually I did superficially. However, I often saw strange and scary dreams in the morning recently.
I had been uneasy about small mistake I made last week, from data entry error, to date error, to communication errors on answering phone and inappropriate way to reports to my boss.
I needed an off with some physical exercise to forget about these stresses and then extra sleep in the day plus regular sleep at night.
I know that my communication did not work at all, and maybe it's because my mind really required an absolute off in which I will shut down or slow down greatly from my regular pace I was required when I go to work.
I also played Dragon Quest 2. It was a game of 27 years ago. When I wanted to resume the game, I had to input the password issued before ending the game, and the amount of password was sometimes more than more letters. Sometimes players may took note of password wrongly and failed to resume the game. This was a game which didn't have the area to the state of game to resume it. Today when I play this game, I shortcut in taking note of the passwords by taking photo with my digital camera. Still I have to input the password, I can avoid the risk of wrong note of a password.
When this game was born, I was in elementary school. It was the era that Famicom or NES was up to date. Much topics at school was about computer games, which I managed to follow. (Soccer or comics were also hot topics, but I didn't really understood them.)
The game play recently reminds me that school life was really hard to me; bullying was actually painful, and I experienced a little of it, but in my case bullying wasn't really critical stress in my school life. What I find it hard is doing regular tasks, sometimes chores, and sometimes communications, and sometimes standing or walking in good posture (I explained it in my past blog post, that what I had thought I stood upright was really not) which left me a lot of stress.
The game play reminds me that I surely had hard time with school life every day, and I managed to endure it because I thought I can enjoy computer games after I "survived" the school of the day.
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