Instability of my mind these days

On holidays and weekends, I feel blue.
At work I feel unexpectedly fine.
I would like to regain the desire to want something or want to do sometime, and to feel again what I enjoy something from the bottom of my heart is like.
Every morning and every evening, I feel much more sensitive to every day news, especially of disasters, even though I would like to hear a lot of news of hope.
I'm also sensitive to puns, sometimes so funny and sometimes so trivial or irrelevant that I stumble whenever I hear some remarks with humor.
My condition may not be so bad considering that around 6 to 7 years ago, when I was really pessimistic about finding a job and about living to became the age of 40.
Still, I need to watch out for this instability of my mind.

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