Just say thank you

Being present at the testimony and the lunch was the best thing I could.

After I was home, I wrote what I'm grateful for.
I found it difficult to complete, so I gave up posting it.

One thing I'm grateful for was listening to stories about myself.

Every participants seemed to enjoy the lunch.

I may not be mentally in shape so as to listen to the stories of young people enjoying their lives now yet, and being present silently was best thing I could do then, and leave for a while if I can't really stand to listen or see.

I keep in mind God's strength in our weakness just she put in in the morning.

If I count my weakness, certainly there are not less than 10, (and if I do with my strength I manage to find around 10), but still, I learned again that I can count on God showing His strength in even in these weaknesses.

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