What is in my mind before I turn in early

Skiing on weekends?
Jogging?
Learning more knowledge or cords of web programing languages such as html, css, php, javascript... etc?
Learning basic theories of automatons and regular expressions?
Tracing the most simple instances of operations of a 8-bit micro processors?
Reading more books by attractive authors on the autism spectrum?
Learning about so called neurotypical people and the principles and tendencies they act like and a group composed of them.
It's time to quit the self destroying habit that I alienate myself by desperately applying for the method for neurotypical people and ones with the most refined social skills.
I need to do things in a way I can not in a way I can't but someone I see can.
I see reality that I act according to what I need and they feel what they feel and sometime they may happen to encounter me in awkward manner by accident, not the delusion that people around me are willing to persecute me because I am by nature a trouble maker, (which isn't necessarily to be true if I think and see myself carefully.)

Turning in early and waking up in the morning in a good mood is my main concern.

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